I'm so messed up I don't know what I'm doing.

Today, I was thinking of the Pokemon series and having me in it, going somewhere along the line of my book-in-progress, and I'm going through the whole time saying "What am I thinking?" to myself. Oy,....
Well, I have SSBB, and I had it for around several months, but I don't have an online router, so dang. But the one thing that kept me busy was the Subspace Emissiary (spelled right?). The good thing was that I finished it, but the bad thing was that the last boss is very hard (no wonder they allow you to have up to six characters!) and that was only half the trouble.
Also, I've been hooked on Pardus, a free online space-themed MMO, which I've registered around 2 years ago and lightly played it, until now, which I've playing like crazy. It's interesting how the game was made: you get a set amount of turns and you travel around, doing anything, but almost everything uses the turns. 5000 Action Points, as they called it, may seem like a lot, but it's small, compared to some of the things that use up to 300+ of it, traveling being the hard-hitter.
Again, I've been thinking of putting the book-in-progress up on here, but I'm in a conflict: mostly being worried, mostly regretting not putting it up.....
Tell me: should I really post it up?